Who says angels don't exist? I see them when my pain exceeds the saturation. And guess what as I was breaking into million little pieces and preparing to fall on the floor without a desire to get up again, I met an Angel. Who answered me all the questions I ever had. She gave me peace, took away my agony and gave me only love and happiness! She made me temple of love. She made me realize what I am. And the gift I had, until now I never knew it.
Love and hurt is part and parcel of life. Don't be scared of being hurt, it's other part of the coin. You cannot find any coin with only one side, therefore love is always with hurt. Take it, if you want love. There is something called as selfless love but . . . It's hard to find but not impossible. You have the ability to love every one in your life, that's a gift from 'Him'. Angel said, “I respect this gift that I have therefore I am so keen in finding my thoughts in the real world. “
And I need some one who just respects my gift, no matter if he is emotional or not emotional. There's a law in thermostats the law of equality . . . that no two temperatures of same degree can be nullified. It is only one high temperature and low temperature is what makes it equal.
I finding love before marriage is a condition, insane but it's the condition for example I am mentioning, that’s totally immaterial. Any of the conditions should not halt you from spreading the love around you. She claims, “ I got lot of love in my heart therefore I need to share it, distribute it to others.” Even when they give me intentional pain or sometimes unintentional pain. I should not be diverting my love onto any object, all I have to do is search it with in me. Don’t objectify the love, don’t attribute love to the other non living or living objects. Every object on this earth are perishable. As they get destroyed you would be feeling the pain. Just realize that it’s within you.
She says, “I held abyss of love in my heart and I was searching for it all over the world, not knowing that it existed in my heart all this time.” I want love, and I that need does not make me either innocent or say crazy; it is a justified necessity that I need and want for my life time. Love I can find it any where, but selfless love, it's hardly found in the earth. I love selflessly and I should be keep on doing it. I know it'll never leave me, it'll stay with me all my life. You wanting for the ‘selfless love’ is justified need but you have to do great deeds to earn it. You have it, don’t expect it from others. Because they don’t have it; most of them.
There's a musk dear and it holds a aura inside it's naval. It's smells that aura and searches for it all around it without realizing that it's inside it's own body, in it's very own naval portion, inside it's blood and tissue. And every other human knows that this musk dear holds this aura and they hunt it for the dear for the very same thing that this dear desperately looks for.
Be open and be vulnerable, it's fine, it's part and parcel of life. Risk is everywhere. It cannot be detached from the life. Accept it, and digest it and forgive it. Look for only the soupcon of the ‘nice’ in a person. And that is what you call it as the 'God' or 'Love'. And see that in every person, every person has a 'nice'. Some in very small quantities and some in very big, but admire it, appreciate it and recognize it. And move on. Don’t sit there and expect the person to stay with you.
Be open and invite every one in your life, don't be scared of them being demean you or belittle you and then hurt you like hell. Let them, it's theirs property like the one you have. There's property is brutally negative, but yours is so positive. For getting a sacrosanct thing like 'selfless love' you have to take risks. Take them, without risks you will never get anything. Don't be afraid to take up that challenge.
You get back what you give, but that’s not what you have to target. You have love with in you, it radiates within you and this radiation is what attracts others towards you. You asked for Him you need the direction and you got it in form of me. He has a soft corner on you, that’s why I came to you to show you the direction. I am here to give you the solution you seek Him. He is thinking of you so only He sent me to you. In fact it’s your aura that attracted me to you. And here I am sitting with you and giving you the thoughts you never could have dreamt. And making your eyes open. There’s a positive environment around us that’s why I am sitting with you and discussing this with you. Your love is what you are getting back. It’s not me who is loving you.
Thank me by doing good to others, this is wonderful way of thanking me. You will help others, I know, but before keep yourself composed and organized. Angels are looking upon you, I am nothing it is Him that sent me as the messenger. If you get goodness from one person, accept him / her as he / she is , but vice verse, if you get badness from others, still accept him / her as he / she is. Don’t differentiate between those two people try to accept them as they are and let others to accept you as you are. Move as life takes you, don’t complain or don’t be dissatisfied with your life, because it’s so beautiful. We are looking on you. Just keep going.
All you need is a person who respects this gift / property / character in you i.e., the love in you. That's it. Other than that you am fine with any guy in my life my child. You will get your love, but have faith.
Daniel Travolto - i realized that since living from my heart about 2 years ago... and making all decisions based on it ... i need an angel less often. :-) seriously you are right. the biggest synchronicities happen when you are in a desperate situation
Yesterday 12:22 AM
Hugo Moors - I second (+2 ;-) ) Heather's Whaa?
Just one teeny tiny little point, why does this Angel character not answer any practical questions like how to feed starving kids or even better why doesn't it just appear to the millions who are not as fortunate to live in our society and give them happiness, peace, love...?
Just one teeny tiny little point, why does this Angel character not answer any practical questions like how to feed starving kids or even better why doesn't it just appear to the millions who are not as fortunate to live in our society and give them happiness, peace, love...?
Yesterday 12:27 PM
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Olivia Cassandrae - Hugo Moors, perfect question. I am the answer to that question. She said I need to do a great number of deeds and that is why I was born.
And I have that capacity to feed those starving kids, I see them daily in my dreams and I feel their agony and I undergo their starvation. I empathize a lot of pain daily. You know how horrible that is? To be so helpless not to help others?
I know that helplessness. I cannot just delete this feeling of mine, I suffer it daily, trying constantly hard to gain good skills so I could work hard and achieve my goals, and then what ever I earn then I will delegate my income in helping the others.
There are angels, only thing they see is faith. I got lot of faith. Have faith everything has a solution, and every solution will bring happiness to those poor people.
I am not an Angel to answer you perfectly. Just have faith.
And I have that capacity to feed those starving kids, I see them daily in my dreams and I feel their agony and I undergo their starvation. I empathize a lot of pain daily. You know how horrible that is? To be so helpless not to help others?
I know that helplessness. I cannot just delete this feeling of mine, I suffer it daily, trying constantly hard to gain good skills so I could work hard and achieve my goals, and then what ever I earn then I will delegate my income in helping the others.
There are angels, only thing they see is faith. I got lot of faith. Have faith everything has a solution, and every solution will bring happiness to those poor people.
I am not an Angel to answer you perfectly. Just have faith.
Yesterday 12:34 PM - Edit
Hugo Moors - So it's a feeling, why not call it that then because if it was actually an angel as described by certain religions then my question still stands, does it know you are helpless, if so then maybe it should have picked someone else who has the resources to use the information it has or it should have given you better information so that you could help everyone (winning lottery numbers maybe).
I don't really know what you mean by faith, if I tell you I have a solution to everything just give me everything you have on faith would you do it?
Like you I help other but it is always done with some investigation that my help will actually do something, and if possible I will follow up to see if my help is effective and if not I will adjust the help I give. What I give I give without expecting any return but I do expect the help to actually, well, help.
I don't really know what you mean by faith, if I tell you I have a solution to everything just give me everything you have on faith would you do it?
Like you I help other but it is always done with some investigation that my help will actually do something, and if possible I will follow up to see if my help is effective and if not I will adjust the help I give. What I give I give without expecting any return but I do expect the help to actually, well, help.
Yesterday 12:52 PM
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Olivia Cassandrae - Hugo, firstly not every has a heart to help others. It takes great souls to possess such an heart. Secondly, if doing good was that easy then in this world majority would have been good people, there by exists no bad.
Goodness is a virtue which is rarely found, like a diamond it is very costly, comes with great deal of pain, sacrifices, and forgiving and healing . . .
Nothing is easy in this world, we have to work for that, I need to work for it.
Well, credibility also comes into picture, if you come and say I will help other give me everything, I wont. No, but if I know you from the starting and I have the kind of trust then I would without any hesitation.
Agreed. True, help should go into the right hands, and we have to follow up on it so we are assured it just goes into the right thing we are intended for.
Expecting the help to reach the destination is not a selfish deed, it's selfless deed. You are making sure your thoughts are in sync with the actions. That's not expecting anything in return.
Goodness is a virtue which is rarely found, like a diamond it is very costly, comes with great deal of pain, sacrifices, and forgiving and healing . . .
Nothing is easy in this world, we have to work for that, I need to work for it.
Well, credibility also comes into picture, if you come and say I will help other give me everything, I wont. No, but if I know you from the starting and I have the kind of trust then I would without any hesitation.
Agreed. True, help should go into the right hands, and we have to follow up on it so we are assured it just goes into the right thing we are intended for.
Expecting the help to reach the destination is not a selfish deed, it's selfless deed. You are making sure your thoughts are in sync with the actions. That's not expecting anything in return.
Yesterday 1:20 PM - Edit
Hugo Moors - "Well, credibility also comes into picture, if you come and say I will help other give me everything, I wont. No, but if I know you from the starting and I have the kind of trust then I would without any hesitation."
That doesn't sound like a statement of faith, you do require evidence, knowledge. Good to hear because from your first post it looks like you were living with your head in the Cloud (pun intended :-) )
Have a great day!
That doesn't sound like a statement of faith, you do require evidence, knowledge. Good to hear because from your first post it looks like you were living with your head in the Cloud (pun intended :-) )
Have a great day!
Yesterday 1:25 PM
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Olivia Cassandrae - I did not said, I will have faith in strangers, I said I have faith in God and Angels. They are looking upon us.
I never asked any one to help me. No, I can do it myself. I have faith because my Angel has faith in me.
Well, that was honest, thank you. I don't mind. I don't get that a lot. I got my friends who trust me and do not concur with you.
Yep, you too have a great day ahead.
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I never asked any one to help me. No, I can do it myself. I have faith because my Angel has faith in me.
Well, that was honest, thank you. I don't mind. I don't get that a lot. I got my friends who trust me and do not concur with you.
Yep, you too have a great day ahead.
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Yesterday 1:31 PM - Edit
Hugo Moors - I think most people surround them self with like minded people and for the most part I probably do too but I try and often make an extra effort to look at other angles, ask questions. That is sometimes considered rude and I don't mind not getting an answer but I am always hoping to learn something, and when I do it increases my happiness :-)
"They are looking upon us"? that seems a little creepy actually
"They are looking upon us"? that seems a little creepy actually
Yesterday 1:53 PM
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Yesterday 2:47 PM
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Heather Wiech - (2+) +Hugo Moors &@Michael Wilson Either the experience is a delusion, drug induced, mass hypnosis, or something like the speaking in tongues phenomenon where people feel left out of the group experience so they fake it..... Olivia, I'm sorry but this is crazy talk. If I said there were gnomes or unicorns suddenly you'd sound completely lucid and argue there are no such things. I am always stunned when someone is completely rational about one set of imaginary beings and a complete nutter when speaking about a different set.
Yesterday 5:36 PM
Olivia Cassandrae - + Heather Wiech None taken, well, it's up to you as you see! Choice is yours. Wanna believe me go ahead believe it, don't wanna believe me go ahead don't.
I am not forcing it, I had an experience, and my Angel answered me the questions that bugged me and gave me a hope in life to survive.
And every word she told me did magic on me, I was more confident and strong. I thought if I could live this happily and could gain something out of it, perhaps what if I could share it to people around.
I have shared it, and you wanna take it, take it. Don't please don't. Choice is yours.
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I am not forcing it, I had an experience, and my Angel answered me the questions that bugged me and gave me a hope in life to survive.
And every word she told me did magic on me, I was more confident and strong. I thought if I could live this happily and could gain something out of it, perhaps what if I could share it to people around.
I have shared it, and you wanna take it, take it. Don't please don't. Choice is yours.
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Yesterday 6:07 PM - Edit
Olivia Cassandrae - + Michael Wilson This is real experience. And I am not creating a character here. And mind you I am a Programmer, who's job is to work on the problems in a logical way, in our field there's no magic everything is code. And still you think I am creating a fictional character! Well I am writer, but this fact is nothing to do with my experience. Then a pity.
If I am not sound mentally my company would have kicked me out of it by now. I am so strong in my language and technically I am very strong. I am a successful lady. I need not create imaginary characters to lift up myself.
I am in a position to help others, I sponsored a friend for his higher studies, I sponsored a friend to pursue her career.
I am a independent, strong girl.
+ Hugo Moors Yes, it's kind of creepy. But it's true with me. I got some one, who constantly monitors my deeds and saves me from some insane happening to me. If I wouldn't have experienced it for many times I myself would have never believed in Angels.
I have tried a logical explanation each and every time. But there's got a saturation point for me.
I am a technology person, still I am, I love to code. Coding is my passion. I used to think every thing is so logical. I believed so much in Science and not in God / Devils. But now I believe in both. Some power exists and I call it God and or Angels.
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If I am not sound mentally my company would have kicked me out of it by now. I am so strong in my language and technically I am very strong. I am a successful lady. I need not create imaginary characters to lift up myself.
I am in a position to help others, I sponsored a friend for his higher studies, I sponsored a friend to pursue her career.
I am a independent, strong girl.
+ Hugo Moors Yes, it's kind of creepy. But it's true with me. I got some one, who constantly monitors my deeds and saves me from some insane happening to me. If I wouldn't have experienced it for many times I myself would have never believed in Angels.
I have tried a logical explanation each and every time. But there's got a saturation point for me.
I am a technology person, still I am, I love to code. Coding is my passion. I used to think every thing is so logical. I believed so much in Science and not in God / Devils. But now I believe in both. Some power exists and I call it God and or Angels.
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Yesterday 6:22 PM - Edit
Hugo Moors - Olivia, how can you be sure it's not just all in your brain, you talk about your angel as if it is real, is that really how you perceive it, does it speak in audible words or is it just in your mind, can you speak to it?
It doesn't matter that you have a successful job, plenty of crazy people can perform fine in our society until their voices or other impulses start saying the wrong thing, perhaps it is a dangerous thing to question your voices ... I'm a programmer too (not java) there are many in this line of work with delusions, computers are forgiving in that regard they don't care about your personal beliefs (though I've been told by many users that I can perform magic ;-) )
Have you read Carl Sagan's Demon Haunted World?
It doesn't matter that you have a successful job, plenty of crazy people can perform fine in our society until their voices or other impulses start saying the wrong thing, perhaps it is a dangerous thing to question your voices ... I'm a programmer too (not java) there are many in this line of work with delusions, computers are forgiving in that regard they don't care about your personal beliefs (though I've been told by many users that I can perform magic ;-) )
Have you read Carl Sagan's Demon Haunted World?
Yesterday 6:53 PM
Heather Wiech - It concerns me when people say they "believe" in science. You don't need to believe. It's not a belief system. It's an accumulation of knowledge based in empirical data. You can verify it for yourself by reproducing the experiment.
However, supernatural beings cannot be verified and the experience of them varies radically between humans. There is no clear way to test for it nor a common experience to measure. This makes the concept highly questionable.
If you have a voice in your head speaking to you it's entirely likely it's just you speaking to yourself. Hell, I talk to myself all the time... but I acknowledge it as such.
"I talk to myself because I like dealing with a better class of people." Tartakower, Savielly
However, supernatural beings cannot be verified and the experience of them varies radically between humans. There is no clear way to test for it nor a common experience to measure. This makes the concept highly questionable.
If you have a voice in your head speaking to you it's entirely likely it's just you speaking to yourself. Hell, I talk to myself all the time... but I acknowledge it as such.
"I talk to myself because I like dealing with a better class of people." Tartakower, Savielly
Yesterday 7:14 PM
Olivia Cassandrae - + Heather Wiech Great, now at least you are not disrespecting me. Previously you were so rude and nullified my words as if they are piece of shit. Thank you for at least listening to me before blindly rejecting the total concept and not throwing it into the garbage.
Agreed, belief is not the word that should be used with Science. Science is set of facts that can be reproducible.
Loud thinking is very common, I do it, most of my friends do it. But this is not my mind talking to me. The very idea in this are not mine. It was told to me by Angel.
I am sure because I have seen her. And she talked to me as we do with other person. And until now I do not have any kind of mental or physical illness. Thank God for that. Touchwood.
Agreed, belief is not the word that should be used with Science. Science is set of facts that can be reproducible.
Loud thinking is very common, I do it, most of my friends do it. But this is not my mind talking to me. The very idea in this are not mine. It was told to me by Angel.
I am sure because I have seen her. And she talked to me as we do with other person. And until now I do not have any kind of mental or physical illness. Thank God for that. Touchwood.
Yesterday 8:11 PM - Edit
Olivia Cassandrae - + Hugo Moors I do not see any things, I saw her twice. Once when I was struggling to get a job in IT sector for myself those were my final year; college days.
This is second time. Now if it's my imagination why will I see her only for two times? I could have seen her every day. Isn't it? And second time when I have seen her she asked me to do great deeds. And I understood that it's my destiny to serve others. I don't even understand it's full context.
Now what the heck I am gaining by saying this to world? Other than negative response.
I am not scared of any negative outcome I wanted others to know. That's all therefore I wrote an article about it. Believe it or not, it's your choice.
This is second time. Now if it's my imagination why will I see her only for two times? I could have seen her every day. Isn't it? And second time when I have seen her she asked me to do great deeds. And I understood that it's my destiny to serve others. I don't even understand it's full context.
Now what the heck I am gaining by saying this to world? Other than negative response.
I am not scared of any negative outcome I wanted others to know. That's all therefore I wrote an article about it. Believe it or not, it's your choice.
Yesterday 8:21 PM - Edit
