Somewhere someone is thinking of you. Someone is calling you an angel. This person is using celestial colors to paint your image.
Someone is making you into a vision so beautiful that it can only live in the mind. Someone is thinking of the way your breath escapes your lips when you are touched. How your eyes close and your jaw tightens with concentration as you give pleasure a home. These thoughts are saving a life somewhere right now. In some airless apartment on a dark, urine stained, whore lined street, someone is calling out to you silently and you are answering without even being there. So crystalline. So pure. Such life saving power when you smile. You will never know how you have cauterized my wounds. So sad that we will never touch. How it hurts me to know that I will never be able to give you everything I have.
Someone is making you into a vision so beautiful that it can only live in the mind. Someone is thinking of the way your breath escapes your lips when you are touched. How your eyes close and your jaw tightens with concentration as you give pleasure a home. These thoughts are saving a life somewhere right now. In some airless apartment on a dark, urine stained, whore lined street, someone is calling out to you silently and you are answering without even being there. So crystalline. So pure. Such life saving power when you smile. You will never know how you have cauterized my wounds. So sad that we will never touch. How it hurts me to know that I will never be able to give you everything I have.
I am just abandoning the idea of something could even happen between us. I don't think it is possible. Besides I don't think I have any other choice. The thought of it is out of scope. But having the mere feeling makes me feel good. Makes me feel alive . . . It's one way but it is fine. I got something to hold on to and then move on.
He is just not that into me.
wow never read such a piece u rock baby love u
ReplyDeleteso beautiful n well written n experessed.
ReplyDeleteThis is to show how helpless a lover is for his love. He cannot even have her in his life. So helpless, even though he loves her a lot and lot.
ReplyDeleteHis pain is what I was trying to show here. And there is nothing left other than giving up. Since his love is not willing to go on in life further with him.
Since his love is not willing to go on in life further with him. ??
ReplyDeleteboth are males ??
good one. but very sad he did not accept
ReplyDeleteNo, both are not the males, one is female and another one is male.
ReplyDeleteMale is having this cloud of sadness, therefore he writes this phrases with lot of despair and pain. He knows nothing could happen, as she never accepted him into her life.
Still he could not overcome his love on the girl. Well, Satya does this clear you? Hope so. Shoot if you got any further questions.